cheekens

woohoos.

2007-07-15T11:47:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE BORING.

first things first. HOLIDAYS MIGHT EXTEND ONE MORE MONTH. friends in poly dont be jealous cause having long holidays is not enjoyable at all. z.

i cant remember what i did during the past few months of holidays actually. like its going too fast. all i remember was spending alot of cash on new stuff.

THINGS BOUGHT WITHIN HOLIDAYS:
KORG X50 $850
WARWICK BAG $ 70
LAPTOP ACCESSORIES $ 70
BIRKENSTOCKS $ 80
CRUMPLER BAG $ 83
SHIRTS $ 50
TECHNICS 1200 $400
TRIGGER FINGER $250
and including those misc stuff such as food, petrol and alcohol

I THINK I SPENT LIKE 2K.

ok to some people that might not seem alot. but the thing is i didnt even know where all that money came from. couldnt be from bravissimo cause i only earn a measly pay of 5 bucks an hour. lol.

ANYWAY.

i just realised that i encountered alot of deaths recently. a few on the expressway while i was driving. and theres amanda's friend who passed away recently. then again. everyone has to die eventually. like how charlotte said she will die of cancer. =x

i dont think i'll die on the road though.

CAUSE MY HONDA AIRWAVE IS ACTUALLY OPTIMUS PRIME.

maybe some things ain't worth waiting for.

2007-05-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

2007-02-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

ahha. a few happening news.

1. jason ang might get braces. lol. but this is not confirmed yet. i still have to go for a checkup on saturday before everything is finalised.

2. jason ang is going to get his second turntable soon and very soon. hopefully by next week. and best thing is i got it at a reasonable price. cheaper den my previous deck. lol.

3. jason ang might just get a tattoo. LOL.

ok goodnight world.

cny

2007-02-19T10:11:00.000+08:00

in the midst of waiting for my parents to get ready to go visiting, i figured out i should just blog since i haven done so for quite long. lol

school has been boring. its like everyday you get the 'i have to drag myself to school feeling' and in the end by the time you reached school you got the 'wth am i doing here feeling'. and everytime after school means parkway 10th floor. well at least most of the time. the only stuff i can remember last week was sending elim on the mission and going chikuans house to cook. lol.

oh yes. not forgetting the arrival of my new mixer and turntable. i think i'll get another deck after new year after all the ang bao money comes in (which is at a reasonable amount so far) and the next thing on my list would be a darth vader helmet or a gas mask. hopefully some KIND SOUL will get either one for me. dont ask why i need it. heh heh.

axis revolution performing tonight at dxo for Promiscuous (i think around 9pm or 930pm). tickets at 20 bucks. support please. =D

sunny day sweeping the clouds away on my way to where the air is sweet.

2007-01-05T01:40:00.000+08:00

woohoo. holidays are ending. actually thats a good sign.

holidays end = school start = more time to practise = lesser time doing nothing

kinda weird right? should be spending more time practising during the holidays instead. lol. but quite logical cause you keep thinking that you have alot of time. ahha.

ok im writing this cause im bored. lol.

cant wait to scratch for a purpose.

2006-12-22T03:21:00.000+08:00

well. we didnt win.

but we rocked the place. WAY BETTER than other bands. lol.

it was damm sad la. when announcing the winner everyone shouting ' AXIS REVOLUTION' den when winner announced and it wasnt us you could only hear one miserable clap and that was it.

SCREW THE BIASED NTU PEOPLE!

but ok la. truth is we enjoyed the day and theres still more to come for a one month old band. lol.

sentence of the day by charlotte: you dont need the prize to know you won

good job guys. xD

2006-12-21T12:04:00.000+08:00

7 more hours to showtime at DXO!

ok this time im nervous even though its not my first competition. i think the weather too cold also. den make me ganchiong. lol.

but still. i think we more or less can win top 3 after all that practise sessions. lol.

Axis Revolution!

ALRIGHTTTS.

2006-10-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

ok. once again. im going to blog because...

MY TURNTABLES ARE HERE! YAY!

-the massive box that contained all the equipment

-unpacking the massive load

-ok this was the easier one to unpack. lol

-and the headphones too (btw. the headphones are GOOOOOOD)

and after much setup....

-the unveiling process...

-wooohoooos!

-another view of it. =D

and lastly...

yay! ok. hopefully i will get some vinly records soon and come up with some mixes. woohoos!

2006-09-02T22:41:00.000+08:00

blognesses. woohoos.

met youming at harbourfront mrt and went KRUNK. had alot of excess tickets that couldnt sell out. damm shitty. but anyways. went down to sentosa and met alex there. krunk was cool shiats. met loooads of other people like bryan kelvin and airell. there was this programme going on and two guys were licking cream off each other. lol. anyways. we made an astonishing discovery when we were walking from the ferry terminal to the visitor's arrival centre. you can walk into sentosa without paying the 3 dollar arrival ticket. you just have to find the right place and sneak your way in. lol. met fiona williams and her friends after that. it was kinda cheat money cause the foam party didnt have foam at all. either that or we left too early. lol. btw. ALEX GOT DRUNK ON 7 CANS OF SAN MIGUEL. and we was practically puking all over the place. ahha. took a MERCREDES CAB (which apparently cost 10.50 at starting price) from sentosa to bishan and the total price was 20+? lol. madness.

oh. i got job openings for dj-ing! ahha. maybe like 2-3 months later when im prepared. woohoos!

2006-08-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

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(THE GARDEN / MUSICAL FOUNTAIN)
FIRDAY - 1ST SEPTEMBER 2006
6PM to 6AM
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MIDNIGHT MARKET + BEACH PARTY!
RnB & HIPHOP ALL NIGHT
Surprise performances like THE FLESH
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$20 FOR 1 FREE DRINK + 1 ISLAND ENTRY!
ALCOHOLIC / NON ALCOHOLIC
FOR 15 AND ABOVE.
TICKETS ARE ALREADY SELLING OUT WELL!
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
GRAB YOURS NOW!

message at 96247591 to get your tickets. ahha. =D

2006-08-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm. just changed my blogskin. think it looks rather decent. ahha.

i've been thinking about some stuff for the past 2 days. actually im rather indecisive on what to do in the future. even making a decision now seems hard. i cant decide between a new bass or dj equipment! either one i pick i will kinda give up the other. so give me feedback please! ahha. but in either way, i think it will still benefit me in the long run. ahha.

well. lasalle has been cool for the past 2 weeks. foundation year kinda boring for now but its gonna get more exciting (i hope. lol) with gay people like shah and rossi around. well. ahha nevermind. =x

actually i just realised a truth that i should have known long ago. excelling requires lots of hard work. although i think i still have time, but excluding the baby years of my life so far, i relised i just wasted 12 years of my life so far. lol. oh well. =D

2006-06-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

things happen only when you allow it to.
i've allowed it.
lets see what happens.

to tell YOU the truth. I have grown to become very sick and tired of YOUR attitude and YOUR personality. IM upset with how YOU have been treating ME. have YOU spared a thought for how I felt in the first place? the signs and symptoms are there but YOU CHOOSE to ignore it. YOU could have done something to change it. YOU could have talked. YOU could have encouraged. but no. YOU didnt. because YOU CHOOSE not to again. and now. its too late.

and im starting to doubt your sincerity as much as i hate to say it. priority? what priority?

the world is made of muffins.

awww.

2006-04-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

19/4/06. the perfect day, all because of you. =)

2006-03-12T00:40:00.000+08:00

"nice talking to you and i really have fun and also know more about my group history... you must stand firm during down times even when they are really low... because you are one of the people i really look up to as a real worshipper of God... continue to serve hard and God will give you even bigger rewards because you have influenced life. God bless."

i really didnt expect a brother that i didnt know that well to know how i was feeling inside. i really believe that it was God who sent him to speak to me. to let me know how far i have came and to let me know that once we have fell down all we have to do is to trust God, pick ourselves up and continue on with the race. dont let our emotions and feelings get the better of us. such feelings are inevitable, but its down to how well we are with God and how stable our spiritual walk is that determines the outcome. would we fall? or would we go on to become stronger spiritually? stumbles and pitfalls are part of our christian life, to let us experience spiritual maturity, and to let us look back and know how far we have come in this long spiritual journey.

thank God for you nicholas. really. i have never felt more encouraged. x)

2006-03-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

wokays. i had the password thingy for certain personal reasons and things that might affect certain people. so rather than to take the chance, hence the password. :)

this has been a very depressing week so far because of all the things that happened. choosing to obey is indeed difficult, but its for our own good, right? dennis told me alot of things that is true and i wanted to say something but the words couldn't come out. i really thank God for friends like joel and jane. thank you joel for listening to me while i was feeling nonsensical. (and of course the swensens ice cream treat) and thank you jane for encouraging me even though i should be the one encouraging you instead. you guys really got me thinking that things can indeed be seen from a different perspective. =)

as much as i want to talk back. as much as i want to say how i feel. as much as i want to change certain things. i will not. because i choose to obey, and i will. not obeying blindly, but i know that what you said is for my own good.

Romans 8:28
And we know that in all things, God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose.

thank you joel and jane. =)

2006-02-20T04:06:00.000+08:00

apparently. it is 406am and im studying my business statistics. ok say wooooowwwww.

ahha. loads of things happened this week. muggings. valentines. more mugging. witnessing day. more mugging. special service. water baptism today. and of course. much much more mugging. definitely a hectic week. but after this week is TWO MONTHS HOLIDAY. MUAHAHA. but oh well. i shall come back to reality for now and continue to mug for my exam in like. 10 hours time. ahha.

actually im thankful to God for what has happened so far. helping me in my freehand drawing. allowing me to see deep into a person's life and how they are willing to change. and of course. for the many people that He has placed into my life. awww. lol.

im gonna change my blogskin again soon. more pics gonna be added in. including hamhams and he-in he-ins! my oh so adorable hamsters. lol. once again. THANK YOU FOR THE HAMMIES. awww. x)

2006-01-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

woohoo. met aloy diqiang louis and wilfred today. ahha. i was playing this arcade mahjong game den with 1 credit i played for one hour. total madness please. lol. anyways. we went blading at east coast park. not that i know how to blade but i was trying to learn. and i fell down on my butt once which hurts like hell now. for some reason my butt has been going through alot of misfortune recently. ahha. ANYWAYS. i learnt something throughout the blading thingy. in times when we are going through life together. there are many times that we will fall but im thankful that there are people who will fall together and laugh at it while we help each other up. right louis? LOL.

i believe thats the kind of spirit that we should have in our group and in the church especially when there are people who are not doing well. be in their shoes and experience what they are experiencing instead of blaming them for what they have done. in that way we can look back and see how foolish we were in the past and smile at our adolescence.

awww. =)

2006-01-28T10:25:00.000+08:00

27/1/06

woohoos. had massive bbq at marina bay yesterdae with the guys and east B. it was. COOLNESS. ahha. not forgetting the fishball attack. food fight between me and nathan. the bombing of other tables. ahha. butthen everyone enjoyed themselves. yay. oh yes wilfred. if you are reading this. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN. are you touched by yesterdae's celebration? awww. lol.

ok now to chiong homework. ahha. =x

2006-01-24T01:06:00.000+08:00

1.06am.

lol. i have just clocked 2 hours on my jason-10-hour-a-week study plan. yes it might be crazy studying now especially when new year is just round the corner. butthen i cant afford to fail my subjs any more so im not taking any chances. hopefully all my work will pay off. lol.

and i just realised that my freehand drawing projects are gonna kill me if i done finish them soon. one untouched album and many more drawings to go. maybe i shouldn't went for that cds in the first place. lol.

actually. its quite ncie to stay up late. when everyone's sleeping den you get to spend a nice time with God praising and worshipping Him. ahha. wells. i forsee more of these kind of nights coming soon. lol.

i believe life is more than survival.
i believe the heart is more than a muscle.
i believe in hope and freedom.
i believe we can know right from wrong.
i believe my life can make a difference.
i believe in the message of the Cross.
what do you believe? =)

one way. Jesus. You're the only one that i could live for.

2006-01-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

i dont care what they say about me. its all right. its all right. i dont care what they think about me. its all right. they'll get it one day.

ahha. it think many a time i think too much about certain things that happen and it stresses me up. i didn't say what i said today out of a rebuking heart. but out of a heart that wants the best for you and to see you growing too. if theres any way that i have affected you. im sorry.

really really REALLY wan to thank God for you today. for being my listening ear when im pissed. and for comforting me when i was low. awww. oh yes not forgetting the eggs. lol.

anyways. jamming with my laopo was cool today. woots. butthen for some reason i think my ears are gonna burst soon and very soon. ahha.

2006-01-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes. i think about how some things can be changed for the better if another thing didnt happen. but come to think of it. it has already been too late. it is indeed true that we only treasure something only after we have lost it. how much more do we want to continue to lose before we realise that we have missed out on some of the best things in life? the worse thing is to experience something so tangible and yet choose to leave it.

a pity. yes? no?

ok screw it im not making any sense.

2006-01-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

yayness. i love my new blogskin. its brings a sense of achievement when you do something yourself. and knowing that im kinda gay in IT. i feel accomplished in some way. ahha.

spent a great time with qians wens kelvin and kel's fren at east coast during newyear's eve. i have to say that kel's fren is crazy. ahha. being at east coast brought back loads of memories from 2005. like the beach worship with the cchs people. and DANCING ON THE BEACH WITH QIANS. argh so humiliating. lol. the cchb chalet. all the water baps that i have witnessed.
awww. lol. anyways. its 2006 in the blink of an eye. come to think of it. 2005 was rather fruitful in terms of how much i have grown in God. butthen i know 2006 will be better. woots.

and summore. tml sch reopen laaa. arghs. i just realised i have alot of freehand drawing projects that i have yet to touch. which is like. #$%^&. lol. BUT I CAN PULL THROUGH! i hope. =x

oh yes. today is the day when pretty small bear's cousin shit on the bed. ahha. =x

2005-12-31T01:29:00.000+08:00

its 1:29am now.
im trying to sleep and i have a blocked nose and non-stop cough.
i've tried.
but you'll never understand.
the physical, mental and psychological torture.

at times i think if i even matter.

1 John 3:18-20

2005-12-30T01:45:00.000+08:00

1 John 3:18-20
18Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. 19This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts a rest in his presence 20whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts and He knows everything.

amen. =)

christmas

2005-12-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

woohoo. backs to bloggings.

was involved in the drama on 17th. thank God for thaddeus marcus xiuhui jasmine dennis and justin. you guys did a great job. =D was really encouraged by the number of people that converted during this christmas period. 6 NBs and 3 rededicates! woohoos. east d is gonna grow big time man. xD

had carolling and stay over t rc. it was kinda dumb cuz we were not doing anything much and slackin around playing xbox and the dumb skeleton game. ahha. i seriously think that the guys have sleeping disorders. esp diqiang who slept for like. 12 hours. total madness! oh yes not forgetting the colgate sideburns which made dennis feel hot. ahha.

fasting from fast food from today onwards for 14 days. with faith i believe the group will grow! esp tkss which had 3 converts from sec 2. its gonna be an exciting harvest. muahahaha.

thank you people for the cards and presents. really appreciate it. =D

2005-12-12T20:47:00.001+08:00

East. Building the dream team.

Chung Cheng-ness

ok im a bimbo too. =x

ok thats all for now. still waiting for bings to send me more pics. and yes i will update my blog soon. i think. lol. =D

chrriiisssttmassss~

2005-12-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

jingle bells. jingleee bellls. jingggglllleeeeee alllllll theeeee wayyyyy. -drops dead-

christmas is coming! i forsee presents rolling in at a steady rate any time now. ahha. anyways. today was madness. alex came my house at 1130 when classes starts at 12. and guess wad. we reached the bus stop at 1140 and there were no friggin buses until 1150. so we decided to cross the road to take a cab. and guess wad. 2 bus number 8 went past us at the other side of the road. and guess wad. 1155 and still no sign of a cab. so we decided to call jek and asked whether he wanted to skip school. and guess wad. right after we got through to jek a cab came. like. arghhhh. plans to skip school failed. =x

ahha. i kinda finished my nmm project outline but im still worried for freehand drawing. alot of things to catch up and with camp coming i seem to have very limited time. errr. anyone wanna help me draw? i will pay you. LOL. anyways. im eggxited for camp. not only because of God but also the fellowship. wootness.

JEK. thanks for doing my guitar strings. =D

oh yes. should i pierce my ear? =x

chuuuuups.

2005-12-03T22:23:00.000+08:00

ahha. due to POPULAR demand. ok maybe not THAT popular. i have once again decided to blog. actually its not that i have nothing to blog about. its just that im feeing kinda lazy. which is typically me. ahha. =x

went for service today. shirley said something in CLM that kinda struck me. build on rather than push people towards commitment. i think many a times i have been pushing my guys to chiong for God at one shot rather than to slowly build up on strong foundations and stabalise slowly. another thing is that i think im pushing my guys too hard and not helping them out along the way. well. my bad. =

gonna have camp next week. im contemplating whether to pon school anot. ahha. alot of projects coming in. im kinda worried for NMM and freehand drawing. apparently NMM got some website to come up with and freehand drawings got quite a number of project submissions. arghhhs.

well. will update more nonsense soon. ahha. got to see her alot today. yayness. -grins-

sarikei/sibu

2005-11-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

man. back from 5 day trip to sibu/sarikei. overall the whole trip was very unforgettable. got to meet alot of people.

met cheng and joy at eunos mrt in the morning. supposed to meet jac too butthen she disappeared and we couldnt find her. went down to kranji mrt to meet the rest and took bus down to the singapore customs. from there took cab to JB airport den changed to plane to take to Sibu airport where we were being picked up by brother Paul and Charles and they fetched us to somewhere else to transfer to brother Elijah and You Qing and they fetched us to the Hope place in Sarikei. we travelled through this boat thingy too. lol.

Sarikei
the church there was mainly made up of chinese speaking people and older people. there was around 20-30 of them. butthen its encouraging to see them having a wonderful spirit especially during the caregroup session. really thank God for brother Elijah, sister Ann and brother You Qing, if i spelt it correctly. lol. they were the ones that are going to lead the church in Sarikei to greater heights. also thank God for them for driving us around. oh yes. and not forgetting the famous kampua in sarikei. ahha. had things like worship sessions and teachings being held during our 3 day stay there. there was this time when we were gathering together and we had to think of games at the nsap of our fingers. lol. and oh yes. they organised a sports day kinda thingy too. running about a nice park in Sarikei. very interesting. woots.

took boat down to sibu. woots.

Sibu
went to Hope Sibu's caregroup on the same day and was really encouraged by their level of excitement. the people there especially the youths are VERY excited and very eager to learn. thank God for brother Siew Kee, brother Paul and everyone else for entertaining and hosting us while we were at Sibu. the church there is very teachable and they really desire to grow the current group. went to their Sunday Service and the amazing thing was that their programme was exactly the same as the one in Singapore. we might be at different locations. but we are still serving the same God.

overall the whole trip was very fruitful. not only did we managed to learn from their way of living and culture, we managed to gain experience from the people which is something that money cannot buy. not forgetting the jamming sessions that we had and food that we tasted. and of course the motorbike trip from Ah Bee. oh yes. and thank God for cheng lee for the endless entertainment like being the profesional tambourine and triangle player. lol. but really want to thank God for using me to be a blessing to the people. and also for the knowledge and experiences that i will be bringing back to the caregroup.

im really inspired to grow more after this trip. seriously. the trip has changed me considerably. not only my thoughts but also the way i lead my spiritual life. after seeing how faith-filled the people are in Sibu and Sarikei im really encouraged to lead my life the same way as theirs too. being teachable and being excited about the word of God all the time. i have also learnt to beocme more loving and show more care and concern to the people around me. and also see the value in the people that i am leading now for they will be the ones who will be growing the group next time. woots.

-hums to the opening tune of always and forever- lol.

its fast.

2005-10-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

ahha. wokays im leaving tml. and im VERY excited. my bag is packed but i feel that something is missing. hmms. chocolates? lol.

this is it man. one week in sibu to help bring God's kingdom to greater heights in the church there. seriously. its damm cool to see how people of different cultures come together to worship the same God. who knows they might even conduct service with the animals unning about in the village. but come to think of it. God loves animals too. =x

some words before i leave. lol

East D:
ahha. PLEASE REMEMBER TO PAY UP FOR DECEMBER CAMP. IMPORTANT. ahha. AND RC FUND OSO. lol. basically. remember to look for contacts kays. GOD'S KINGDOM WILL GROW AMEN? =D

Dennis:
well. what you said at kfc really struck me.it kinda made me realise how hollow i actually was. thought about it through the night and God's word struck me. Gen 28:15 "I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you." rest assured man. i will do some serious thinking in sibu. and when i come abck i will be so refreshed that all your leg hair will drop and form your name. =D

Qian:
ahha. take care man. every week sure got one time not feeling well. so this is in advance. and yes i will bring back cockle shells for you. lol.

DiQiangs & ChongYeow:
hey man. i know you struggling with alot of things and im sorry that i havent been meeting you as often as i should. butthen hey if theres anything i can do i will do it to my best yeah? seeya guys when im back. will keep ya guys in my prayer. =D

*diqiang. learn to pioritise your things. or you will only regret when its too late. just like me. lol. =x

Louis:
really thank God for you for all that you have been doing to weien's life. thank God for you too. continue to ask your that gay friend to church ok. don't give up on him. lol. and jiayou for your chinese o levels. =D

well. i guess all's said. woohoo. HOPE SIBU HERE I COME. =D

countdown

2005-10-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

this is what i call a roller coaster ride. lol

wednesday:
xinyi called me to say that i can go down sibu only that i need to pay more for my air tickets.
elated.

thursday night:
xinyi smsed me to tell me that my air tickets had NOT been bought and that i cant go.
depression.

saturday morning 12:03am.
xinyi called me to say that after much hard work i can go in the end.
YAYNESS.

ahha. btw im not going sibu for holiday and sampan together with the hope people. its a short term missions trip. lol. 3 more days left!

thank God man. seriously. lol.

its fast

2005-10-16T09:15:00.000+08:00

time passes damm fast la. looking back theres only like 3 weeks left for holidays. not that it is a bad thing but. have i been making full use of my time to do meaningful things? lol.

service was good yesterday. after service was even better. had pizza with the guys and really had chance to bond them together. at the rate we are growing. we can hit 20 in no time! woohoo. its been quite long since i decided to put my mind into planning caregroup well. but im glad that im doing it now. woots. lol

oh yes. i seriously need another job to support my Blink. funds and my keyboard funds. ahha.

wake me up. when. errr. october ends. ahha.

untitled

2005-10-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

back to blogging. had nothing much to write about for the past few weeks. not that i have anything to talk about now but i just felt like writing something. lol.

went cycling and played tennis the past few days even though i kinda had this flu going on for quite a while. im scared that i kana dengue again or some major illness. zzz.

actually. i feel like screaming out. loads of things i wan to say that are not convenient to write here. all because i know you will see this one day and you will be affected about it. oh well. nvms.

yay!

2005-09-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

woohoo! i love my new skin. ahha. Blink.

went to watch movie with amanda yesterday. THE LONGEST YARD. actually it was a nice show. butthen there was this guy that sat beside me that keeps WOOHOO-ing in the middle of the show. and he aughed in a spastic way. it was damm irritating la. played puzzle fighter with amanda. yes she won me overall. BUTTHEN I WON YOU TOO. butthen you got trashed in bishi bashi. see the difference? ahha.

played soccer at bishan today. i seriously will never go back there again. this crazy malay guy was playing passing with his friend in the middle of the match and laughing at all of us. BALLS TO HIM MAN. if it weren't for the other malays around i would have whacked him. and i injured my shoulder. wth. im not going to play soccer anymore. zz.

having cg and steamboat/bbq tml. woots.

tired

2005-09-20T03:29:00.000+08:00

ahha. work is crazy man. my legs are damm tired now. worked today from 6pm to 1am. it was madness!

met liyi around 430. den went over to ps to get my music books. it was frikin 20 odd bucks. zzz. walked over to wheelock place to collect liyi's bro phone. which was kinda in very bad condition. anyways. reached workplace at like 6. first 2 hours not much people. den after that when more people started coming in, i was banished to the entrance of cineleisure to give out flyers for 2 WHOLE HOURS. SERIOUSLY. i felt damm insulted giving out flyers. i dunno why. and i hope im not going to do it again. and guess wad. AMANDA CAME DOWN! she kinda ended bowling and helped me to clear the flyers. lol. had a short break with manda den went back to work again till 1.

after that parents fetched me and liyi down to bendemeer to meet amanda to have prata supper. kinda cool. paper prata with condensed milk was. err. nvm. MILO DIONSAUR. lol. anyways. took cab back with liyi after walking amanda home. reached home at like 3. whee.

and yes my legs are damm sour. and surprisingly. my next working day is on sunday. ahha. butthen i think i gonna work on either weds or thurs. woots.

oh yes. THANKEW MANDA FOR THE MAKSIM CD. YAYNESS. =D
-drops dead on the bed-

blog blog bloggg. blog blog bloggg.

2005-09-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

muahahaha. ok this week was cool. alot of things happened. wheee.

sunday-wednesday
collected smellymanda's bike on sunday and went over to camp at jek's place. his mom has goooood cooking. it was kinda cool at jek's place. they said i was talking about some bracelet when i was sleeping. but oh well. lol. after that had chalet with my poly mates at aranda pasir ris. it was damm cool. the chalet was damm big can. me jek alex ad ianlow ianong amanda cheryl yuanwei weileong isabel and pam was there on the first day. a few of them went off on the second day and came back which was kinda like. zz. okie nvm. second day was kinda spooky cause of 2313 and i kept seeing some things that i shouldnt see. anyways. alot of things happened. things that. muahaha. nvm. amanda jek alex. you know i know we know. ahha. =x

thursday
had cg with the guys in the afternoon. it was a long time since i attended cg butthen it was cool. had dinner with jek alex and ad. den liyi called and asked me for my particulars and unknowingly i managed to get a job at maestro bistro. starting work on monday. woohoo.

friday
met dennis in the morning. he told me certain things which i didnt really see before. maybe because i was too impulsive in making my decsions for certain things. went to meet jek at tamp after that den went over to angmokio to pass cheryl her present. den went over meet alex at bishan before going over to orchard. i spent like 6 dollars on travelling just like that. anyways. met amanda at heeren and saw the tp group from hope evaxing there. coolness. win more people dudes! anyways. listened to the new maksim album and it was total madness. give me one year man. i shall reach his standard. ahha. anyways. met liyi later on in the evening to have dinner and movie together. oh ya weileong came too. he was like. WOAH. not bengish. lol. oh ya they were going clubbing at indochine. anyways. watched THE CAVE. THE CAVE is nonsense. NEVER watch THE CAVE. the whole movie doesnt make sense at all. went over to look for the rest at indochine after the movie. apparently alex had difficulties looking for a table. me liyi and amannda didnt go in den went to chill out at some place in cine. woohoo. tiring day. ahha.

ok. my fingers are tired. peace out. ahha. =x

sighs

2005-09-11T00:23:00.000+08:00

well. exams are over. all the papers were ok la. i just hope that i get to pass my econs and dont have to take the sup paper. the rest of the papers were fine. =)

time made me realised alot of things. how i see things in a different way and how i react towards different things. my life has been kinda screwed for the past few weeks. but i aint doing anything about it cause why? i simply dont bother to. and why dont i? cause time made me realised if it was worth it after all.

i was walking to service today and i started thinking if i should even go for service. butthen i still choose to. not because it was a routine. but because of some feeling that evoked my inner feelings. was it God? or was it because of some reason that i know that i shouldnt even be thinking about. ahha.

going off for chalet tml. well. maybe it will help me get my thinking straight.

im with you dude. even when things dont seem to be going your way. its not about what one tells another. but because of why one tells another. because of a heart of love and care. bless ya. =)

=D

2005-08-24T21:14:00.000+08:00

woohoo! ok my router was down for quite a while so couldnt come online. anyways. woohoo.

well. been kinda busy recently with mugging for exams. its like 2 weeks later butthen total madness la. alot of things to study for. mug mug mug. the class looks kinda slack though. maybe got some secret training at home. lol. oh well.

oh yes. i just realised im excessively aggressive in soccer. i shall calm down. i shall calm down. i shall calm down. lol.

back to mug. mug mug mug. woooo...

ahha.

2005-08-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

wheee. long time since i blogged. i've realised. lol. loads of things happened.

school was still as cool. the stress is piling up due to exams. and i haven really seriously started studying! zzz. two more weeks! ahha. but i think the class is still quite slack. had sports day on fri and im like chaotar now. red all over. zzz. lol. oh well. i think i can pull through some way. lol.

church. ahha. well. had been thinking about it past few weeks. loads of things happened. loads of things changed. some for the better some for the worse. things may seem to be a stumbling block to others. and some just irritates me. still. i have decided. =)

well. gonna have water bap later in the afternoon. cant wait. gonna play soccer again. which makes it three consecutive days of soccer! i dun think my legs can take it but oh well. lol. =D

=)

2005-08-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

its been great dude.
all the best for where ya go.
wad ya do.
i respect ya decision.
=)

out.

2005-07-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

ahahaha. im like red all over from the sun. played soccer in the afternoon today. training for inter-class! and i didnt know that dodi was so good. lol.

past few days have been quite good. did my life mission statement thingy which made me think more about what i wanted to do in this life. God gave us one life so that we can make use of it to honour and glorify Him. which makes me think back if im actually doing so. hmms. lol.

had perding with dennis today. to say the least it was refreshing for me. talked about certain things and made me feel better in some way. muahaha. oh ya. thanks to dennis' dad for mending my shoe. lol.

in this life. only You.

just great.

2005-07-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

wheeee. just reached home not long ago. lol.

went to bake in the morning at adriel's place. damm cool la. adriel's house is like. u can find a musical instrument anywhere. piano drums guitar. woohoo. lol. the brownies turned out quite good. kinda sticky and chewy. absolutely sinful with ice cream. lol. the cookies were quite good too. first few attempts the bottom got burned but after that it was ok. wheee. lol. PLEASE COME VISIT OUR BOOTH DURING CCN DAY! lol.

went steamboat bbq at marina bay after that. qians was there too. kinda awkward for her since she dunno anyone there. anyways hope shes okie after what happened during the past few days. lol. she left around 930 den went back to eat with jek ianlow ianong adriel and amanda. amanda and jek are sadists when it comes to killing live prawns la. crazy madness. the prawns were like still jumping about on the pan. and yes there was the limited edition blue prawn. lol.

went off at around 10 plus den went arcade and played daytona. i still dun get it. wads there to compete about after the game! its like. 8 laps of the same thing. lol. started walking out to look for cab at around 11 den walk and walk. and walked some more. and more. cabs at 1120 are scums la. the purposely put on call to wait till 1130 to get surcharge money. zzz. anyways managed to get a cab that was going pasir ris. den saw a maxi cab in front that could fetch al 6 of us but the uncle didnt want to fetch. like wad the hell. ran after the bus and reached the mrt station and took the last train. woohoo. lol. was damm ganchiong cuz i was supposed to be home by 1130 but anyways. reached raffles place den my dad called and started scolding. butthen he said he was gonna fetch me from there. could save on the cab fare money too. fetched amanda home too since it was on the way. thank God my dad didnt scold me much on the car. was expecting hell of a lecture. lol. =x

wheeeee. CRAVE service later. im eggxited. lol. =D

awestruck.

2005-07-12T16:49:00.000+08:00

just woke up not long ago. had overnight bbq at pasir ris park with 1e06 yesterday. the bbq food abit too much. threw away alot of stuff. lol. played soccer like crazy too. my legs are like numb now. lol. speaking of soccer. reminds me of yvonne's son shawn. he's damm cute la. natural player. better den alex the monkey. or alex the lion as amanda calls him. lol. it was considerably cool butthen not much people stayed overnight. thank you jek for all the planning and stuff. lol

spent alot of time with God at beaches recently. no idea why either. butthen the feeling was great. maybe God speaks better to me at beaches. lol. its like geting back into a whole new refreshed environment each time. simply undescribable. woots.

the shores are like Your love.
near at times.
far during moments.
but its always there.

oh yes. and i passed my grade 6 electone. woots.

=)

2005-07-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

ok. im sorry for the past few days be it my fault or whatever. whether you hate me or still treat me as a friend. it doesnt really matter to me anymore. critisize me all you want. it doesnt really matter to me anymore. just leave my friends out of this.

didnt have school today. slacked at home till evening den went over east coast to meet qians. went cycling den talk about some stuff. yes qian can finally cycle decently. anyways really thank God for you. =D. met joy after that den continued cycling again till around 7 plus. went to slack at the beach afterwards. it was amazing how east coast looked at night. the sky stars and sea. everything seemed in place until qian started singing and dancing. anyways. thats not the point.

im glad that theres a change. it puts a smile on my face to see how much the people and group has changed over the months. the momentum is there and great things are going to happen. woots.

God really spoke to me these few days through loads of things. i feel awakened once again. its like. i havent got this feeling for a very long time and im glad that i found it back. im ready to go all out. im ready for anything. im ready for 44 chung chengians! amen qians? lol.

this is it now. =)

WOOHOO!

2005-07-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

muahahaha! i feel hyper now. lol

did my econs paper. at first it was quite ok den i started to think of the bbq den i got blackout. zzz. but God will bring me through! im praying for at least a pass. whether its A or Z is another thing. lol.

reached the bbq area at like 330. was kinda tired cuz i walked to the wrong side of pasir ris park. anyways. it was really really REALLY very crowded. by the people of Hope i mean. lol. anyways everything was quite chaotic at first. liangs shouting around. qians running around. junwei the medic lazing around. dennis gan chionging around. lol. butthen everyone seemed to get along quite well. saw the chung cheng guys too. im excited. somethings gonna happen and i know it.

talked to bryan too. hope that what i said kinda affected him for the better in some way or another. you have the potential to do great things. until you see the different side of things then God's word will strike you upside down. people always matter. but above people it is always God. =)

things change. people change. lives change. im changed. =)

for You are faithful

2005-07-04T10:42:00.000+08:00

thinking back. it has been around 2 years. much has changed. and each day i realise that you are nearer to me. each day i realise that you are loving me more and more. each day i realise that there is nothing better than giving my life to you.

gonna have massive east BBQ later. gonna have my macroecons paper too. im eggxited. not for the paper but for the growth of the group. chung cheng has came far. lings said the group only used to have 3 people. yesterdae me qians and lings were still furiously dailing numbers and confirming whether there will be more people coming. and God is indeed faithful! 61 people confirmed! lives are going to be changed man. THERES GONNA BE A GREAT AWAKENING IN CHUNG CHENG!

lings: thank God for you. one of the few that chose to hold on to God in your school despite the small number. God will use you greatly amen! =D

qians: after so much crapping. still. thank God for you for being so enthu all the time. lol. i see you growing more in Christ each day and really want to thank God again for a sister like you. and also wan to thank you for encouraging my sheep everytime. lol. =x

44 will soon come to pass. =D

back by popular demand. =x

2005-07-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

haha. ok my blog is dusty. and due to certain feedback i have decided to update my blog. actually i dunno what to write. im just feeling kinda weird these few days. been thinking alot. especially about the chung cheng group. kinda worried that they wun grow esp after all the hard work that they have put in. hmmms.

bryan if u are reading this. just wanna tell you that really thank God for ya. i dunno wad to say now cuz im sleepy but really glad that you have put in much effort in the kingdom of God. =D

oh ya thank you sisters for the hard work that you all have put in too. the henna thingy that guys did was cool. =D

theres gonna be a revival in chung cheng!

God. hear me. =)

ahha.

2005-06-13T08:56:00.000+08:00

yayness! back from JB camp. lol felt good though. was thinking through alot of things before camp and glad that God has answered all my doubts during the 4 days and greatly ministered to me. lol.

also wanna give thanks for the spiritual growth in east D. you guys can really be an excited bunch of people for God. its just a matter of the heart attitude. just like how we did those crazy moves during praise. lol.

and oh yes. YOUTH SYNERGY! lol. after so many practises what we did paid off yeah. although i screwed up abit but. thats not the point. =x. lol.

bacccks.

2005-05-12T11:34:00.000+08:00

came back from camp. anyways camp was quite sucky. butthen there were some fun parts anyway. lol.

first day: took cab with xj and yuting to meet the rest. supposed to meet early den they delay delay den in the end reached tm quite late. lol. met nana cheryl qiqi and wasis. den eden xiongs weijie and bings came. anyways. went over to tp den divided into groups and stuff. was in the same group as nana and eden. basically that whole day just getting to know people in the same group better. my group was obsessed with butterflies. kinda boring. lol. learned the mass dance thingy which i think was the funnest (is there such a word? lol) part. open open close close. lol. anyways. me nana and eden were planning to escape from camp cuz it was damm boring so went to discuss with the rest. so at night we tried to sneak out to go to shi's place. at first me nana eden weijie came out liao. den suddenly marcus popped up (marcus is some leader from the camp) den even worse. bings xiongs xj and yuting came. den we were like. zzz. lol. he talked and talked an talked den we went back to camp. den he asked alvin (the camp assistant head) to come talk and talk and talk. they say until we felt very guilty leaving. zzz-ded. went to discuss about it again. den eden xiongs yuting nana didnt wan to leave. den for no reason xiongs eden weijie went to the track and run. den xiongs got some abbrevation (correct spelling? lol) on his leg den bleed like madness. at first me liangs weijie and xj still wanted to leave butthen it was quite late summore everybody kinda tired already. it was like 3am in the morning. zzz. lol. butthen qiqi went off cuz she got some stuff happening somewhere. lol. went to bathe den slept after that.

second day:woke up at like. 630am?? wad the eeks. the place was damm hot. the fan was like decoration one. anyways. went to find the marcus guy den told him that we wanted to leave. supposed to leave with liangs weijie and xj butthen i decided not to go off with them so stayed on with the rest. den had this morning exercise thingy which was total madness. some dumb superheros game. lol. anyways. saw stef leading some cheer thingy. screamed like madness and get last. good job stef. =x lol. anyways. went back to the hall and had games and dance and cheers and stuff. the stupid bucket and cone. the host was damm horny and eden was saying that it was like a sex education camp. lol. once again the hall was damm hot but thank God it rained. after that went to have outdoor games and stuff. it was damm irritating. summore my group had this lian which was like eee yer den tried to act like some bigshot wadever. eeks her. lol. supposed to have some performance night den my group had some discussion thingy going on. den the lian bigshot-ed again den eden was damm irritated so we REALLY decided to leave camp. went to ask xiongs and esmond den they left with us too so only yutings left in camp. went over to eat den went century square watch house of wax. the show was cool la butthen damm freaky oso. went over to shi's place after that. weijie came over after that too. he went to the zoo with xj and liangs after they left camp. kinda dumb though. they were like carrying huge bags looking at animals. lol. played some faint game over atshi's place which i thght was quite cool. the thrill was wowness. lol. anyways. watched some shows over at shi's place den went to sleep. it was like. me eden xiongs weijie esmond nana dada shi ashley were cramped together in one room. den the place was damm cold summore was sharing blanket with xiongs and nana. eekers. managed to sleep though.

third day: slacked around at shi's place till like 1pm den went for lunch after that. went to parkway den pwalked around and played till like 4pm. was feeling kinda sick summore they were not intending to do anything so decided to went home. slept in the bus den ended up quite far away from home. zzz. reached home at like 5plus den immediately went to sleep. damm tired. zzz.

ok la. to say the least. camp was quite interesting. butthen something was not there. dunno how to explain it. oh well.

open open close close open open close close.

lol.

eeeeeeks.

2005-05-08T11:31:00.000+08:00

wheeee. gonna go tp orientation camp tml till weds.

kidna excited butthen got feeling that something will turn out bad too. oh well. lol

going for music class. eeks eeks.

sian.

2005-05-03T15:32:00.000+08:00

blog. blog blog. blogggggg. z

memories

2005-04-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

kinda bored at home today. went over to parkway macs to meet joel after music lessons. lol.

was supposed to play pool. butthen joel was too obsessed playing with his laptop. lol. met stef there too. den joel showed the pictures of the times we had in cchb. brings back loads of good memories. stef was amazed at how wild was our class. lol. talked to stef about the people in primary school oso. thinking back. time flies. its like yesterdae that i was still in mbs singing that graduation song. it felt like an hour ago that i slept in cchb. lol. anyways. all this seemed too fast. hmms. lol

wheee. i love my new phone. lol

memories

2005-04-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

saw jane and joel's blog. made me wanna blog too. lol.

went to have lunner (which is a combination of lunch and dinner) with joel jane celina and suyuan today. went to meet celina in school before that. took bus all the way down and den she told me she filled in all her forms already. only needed me to go in and ask the person at the counter some stuff. its like. wad the. lols. anyways back to the lunner again. it was mostly joel and jane talking about their jc life and stuff. they have gone abit eccentric though. (see how jc changes people!) eekers. lol. spent some time talking crap together too. recalling the good old days back at cchb. lol.

after that went to walk around tm. went to toys'r'us where jane and joel went out of their minds. laughing at every toy that they passed by. lol. after that we were bumming around actually. had nothing much to do and it was quite early too. lol.

took mrt home together with joel and jane. the triple J club. lets have this more often yeah. lol.

oh ya. joel. really keeping you in my prayers. hope everything in school and at home turns out fine yeah. call me if you need anything. =D

21st April. Triple J Day.

le grande finale

2005-04-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

stepping into the the light
a crowd waits in anticipation
casting everything aside
the body steps forth
the fingers tremble
as it hits the keys
the tone and rhythm
the pitches and sounds
collaborating into a melodious work of art
as the music fades
the sounds of applause follows
smiling to the crowd
what had just happened
all seemed to be just a dream

2005-04-16T23:52:00.000+08:00

when the clock strikes 2
a crowd of faces menacingly advances
jealousy in their eyes
critisizms in their hearts
a smile with a blade within
piercing through what seems to be a threat
to their own fragile position

2005-04-15T18:53:00.000+08:00

eeeeeeeks. i have finally decided to blog. butthen come to think of it. i have nothing much to blog about either. past few weeks were kinda ok. went chalet and stuff. other den that mostly stayed at home and slacked abuot. lols. come to think of it. i KINDA miss MI now. not that i wan to go back there for good but at least i have something to kill time with. thomas i know u are enjoying life there arent you. lol. oh. and i received a letter from lasalle too telling me that i got in. if only the letter came abit earlier. after all the trouble i took to get into tp, i might as well just stay there. lol.

im quite bored now. going to my ps2. eeks.

zz.

2005-04-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

looking back
dont you ever feel
that momentary satisfaction
that whatever drifts through the trains of thoughts
only lasts within the blink of an eye
that seems to be an unreal reality
and so what if it lingers within the inner depths of your soul
it is only a deception
an illusion
a touch which you long for
that is so near
but yet so far
just like the morning ray
fading
diminishing
into the shadows of the night

sighs.

first of many things.

2005-03-31T22:04:00.000+08:00

muahahaha. ok today was the first day of school at CI. quite cool la. im in class 05B1. pure commrence. lols. anyways. had my first lectures and all those. most of the teachers quite interesting la butthen. i still dun really like that place. lol. the canteen is like. one stall selling food only. worse den cchb. =x. lol. met loads of new people there. thomas being one of them. one friendly dude. lol. oh ya saw vanessa too. kept complaining about how ulu the school is. LOL. anyways shes gonna leave soon. and so am i. i hope. lol. oh ya i wanted to buy school pants. den they gave me a skirt instead. its like. wad the. zzz. lol

had CG today. thank you buntono for ur umbrella. lol. anyways. kidna weird cuz today not alot of people. bryan was leading worship butthen u cannot hear his voice throughtout the entire worship session. its ok bryan try harder next time. lol. oh ya bryan. is the grass tasty? LOL. =x

came back home around 5+. slacked around den talked to qians bout certain things. really thank God for you sister. lol. butthen u are still lame. so. ya. lol. =x

THANK GOD

2005-03-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

muahahaha. SOMEONE asked me to update my blog. so. i shall. lol.

well. this entire week kinda hectic for me. gonna explain.

monday.
had NT survery exam. after that went home and chionged my electone. had performance the next day. lol

tuesday.
supposed to go perform at like 10am butthen saw my postings den i was like sianded. I DIDNT GET POSTED TO ANY POLYS. anyways. i told the person in charge i couldnt make it down for the performance den went down TP with shis den met alot of people there. met yenpei celinas ewen gary sam joycelyn valerie huiqi. actually still have more just that i dont remember. lols. my mom came down too den we went to look for the overall head in charge for all the admissions. butthen still not confirm that i can get a place in there lol. hanged around till like 2+ den went to watch spongebob squarepants. didnt really enjoyed the movie THAT much cuz kept thinking about the postings thingy. i was like so worried that i end up nowhere. after movie went ot find liangs yangzhous and bens. we were looking for stuff for the bbq the next day at century square. den yangzhou was attempting some stunt by putting his hand between the frozen cheekens. stupidity please. anyways i did it too. lol. went back to tm after that. went to walk around cuz we were feeling bored. den ben went to make some prank call to kims. lol. after that yangzhou wanted to go eat dinner butthen we didnt wan to go. den he was like damm pissed off den stormed off. eeks. lol. went home after that with liangs.

wednesday.
went out like 8am. went to all the polys to submit the applications. i found out that SP and NP are like. abit. eee yer. no offence to SP and NP people but i think u all feel so too. lol. went down to CI too. the building is. errr. ok nvms. lol. finished everything by around 1+ den went down giant to find bingaliangs. bought like alot of stuff for the bbq. lols. we saw king prawns and they were madness. and there was the aroma of ba kut teh all over the place. mmmm. ok anyways. went down to ben's place after that. me and yangzhous were downstairs den alvin liangs and ben went up to marinate the stuff. den me and yangzhous were bored den we started to have worship den suddenly. we heard. EXCUSE ME. den we were like wad the. den there was the security guard staring at us and saying: you all need the water tap? den we were sianded. lol. the worse part came when the guys upstairs came down den ray and suquan came den. IT STARTED TO RAIN. zzz-ded. anyways no choice. so we went up to ben's house and cooked the stuff there instead. THANKS BEN FOR YOUR HOUSE. anyways. glad that the chung cheng guys managed to come down too. hope that it really connect them in some way. oh ya. never watch the bride of chucky. its like. violence and more violence. lols. =x

thursday.
i kinda stayed at home the whole day cuz i was too tired. summore the food the previous day made me cannot talk. so. ya. lol.

friday.
wheee. ok went to have breakfast with my parents in the morning. sungei road laksa is like eee yer. anyways. went down to tamp to meet the far east guys for unit event. kinda sianded cuz none of the chung cheng guys can make it. anyways. met api star yiqin derek malcolm and waited HALF AN HOUR for shane. good job dude. lol. anyways went down to marina square after that den met more people there. at first supposed to go bowling. den no lanes. so we went to play billard instead. den it was so chim that we stopped playing after one game. oh ya i played tennis with one guys. den he kept losing for like 4 rounds until he won me ocne den he lost again. LOL. anyways. after that went to eat. den recalled secondary school days with liangs and chin ngaps. mrs khoo is cool right? lol. anyways. went back to the bowling alley den finally got to bowl. I CANNOT BOWL. lol. the guys were still bored after that den they went to play pool. lols. actually something else major happened but im not gonna write. so ya. lol.

woohoo.

tired tired tired

2005-03-17T12:21:00.000+08:00

whee. had east event yesterdae.

woke up like 830am den went to buy the stuff for the event. lol. reached pasir ris with bryan at around 10 den we went crapping around white sands. anyways thats not the point. lol.

reached pasir ris park around 1130+. it was like. damm hot. even the wind was warm. lol. anyways. cheng lee is a sadist. she kills ants with scissors. crazy madness please. lol. prepared for everything including the monster water bombs and woohoo. all set. lol.

1pm. people started coming. went to make final preparations for games. PASIR RIS BEACH HAS NO ROCKS. lol. anyways. i think me and liang's game abit evil. with seng kim and micheal having lipstick. jeremy being drenched by soap water. gwennnies with lipstick on the forehead. butthen. who cares right. its all in the name of fun anyways. lol. eeks eeks. =x

war games was madness. lol. i kept seeing api sengkims and jasmine getting hit. lol. the TOTAL madness part was sudden death. lol. sharlene's bag was being held hostage by dennis. gwen was being bombarded. den theres this small little kid carrying a pail of water den we poured it over him. lol. believed everyone had fun. really glad that jeremy alvin and ryun kiat came down too. hope that this made an impact in them. woots

guessed everything paid off. woohoo.

blog. blog blog. blog blog blog.

2005-03-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

today marks the end of the new testament survey couse. actually still got test la butthen thats like 2 weeks later. oh well. i seriously dunno what im going to do during the holidays. i would seriously like to go to school asap butthen. zzz. got loads of stuff to do anyway.

the o level guys leaving our cg soon. only me and liangs staying. dunno how cg is going to be like after they are gone. its not a bad thing in a way but its not a good thing either. really need to grow the group now. =

gonna pioneer tkss by end march. woots.

blank.

2005-03-03T09:47:00.000+08:00

i just realised i havent blogged for a long time. oh well. lol

received results like few days ago. i think i didnt do EXCEEDINGLY well but i believe God has blessed my results. i got an A2 for english! thats like 'wow'. lol. anyways. applied for communication and media management in tp since my auditions in lasalle screwed up. come to think of it.even if my auditions at lasalle succeed. will i still go to lasalle? hmms.

loads of other things happened. im just. lazy. to write. =x

siandednism

2005-02-20T01:02:00.000+08:00

ok its 1.02 am and i felt bored. lol.

went lasalle with dada in the morning. lost my way and ended up in nicoll highway den walked all the way to the bus stop. zzz. lol. lasalle is quite a cool place. although not very big butthen the facilities are there. the performace was cool too. was thinking about whether to go in anot. sent in my application but thats a different thing. should i go? or not. oh well.

abit late for service butthen managed to sing at least one worship. lol. how to let the Bible be more applicable in our lives. one thing that i believe alot of people struggle with butthen pastor really explained it well. had meeting after that. very nonsense la. made loads of. err. nonsense. lol. dennis bought ice cream after that. den we ate and watched chingay. lol. oh. donnie and company took the chairs from fat mama so that they can stand on it and watch chingay. =x. lol.

zzz.

-burp-

2005-02-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

today is madness. im like so bloated now. my belly is bulging. arghs.

morning. supposed to meet dennis at 10 buthten he came at like 11. lols. anyways. we went to burger king and eat. THE WHOPPER IS TOTAL MADNESS. i ate until i got sick of it. its like so big and i cant believe i saw a eurasian finish it in just three mouthfuls. zzz. went down to esplanade library. dang its such a cool place. definitely going back to do more research. lol.

skipped lunch and went for dinner at raffles hotel after that. the food there is like SO GOOD. eat until you need to be carried home. the prawn was madness. so good thats it beyond description. dabaoed alot of cakes home. woohoo. cakes feast tml.

-burp-

whee.

2005-02-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

went to meet joel today so that i can go to his place and get the violin. at first he got some problems at home but oh well we met up anyway. den joel asked me to help him boil COKE. his friend claimed that boiling coke is a sure cure for cough and i was like 'wad the' butthen i remembered someone telling me that coke used to be a cough medicene but it tasted so good that they decided to carbonate it into a soft drink. lol. anyways. joel went to ntuc and bought ONE LEMON. that is like so dumb right. anyways. went to yoshinoya for lunch den he asked the manager help him cut the lemon to put into his coke. lols. played pool after that and den he went to write his GP essay. did u know that you can quote Bible verses in GP essays? lol.

FINALLY. went down to the shop to get the violin. i didnt know violins were so cool. lol. thanks joel for helping me pay part of it first. you deserved it anyway for making me walk all the way to 7-11. =x. anyways. the pianos there are good too. so if anyone wants to buy a piano please contact joel at 96323008. free advertising for you joel. you better thank me. lol.

East.

2005-02-12T12:05:00.000+08:00

had east CL retreat today at tiong bahru. by right supposed to be at marina bay but last minute change of plans. anyways. really glad that everything went on smoothly today and i believed everybody had fun. lols. got to know each other better. like one sister (whom i shant name) doesnt washes her feet when she bathe. and dolphin rears pirahnas at home. dolphin rearing pirahnas. ok thats weird. lol. anyways. to be frank. i seriously think the place that we went to eat at abit not worth it. got CERTAIN people feedback too but oh well. lesson learnt ba. other than that everything else was ok. the games and affirmation thing. speaking of the affirmation thing. really encouraged by how everyone is working so hard to multiply the people in the east. how they lead their lives and their different characteristics that make up this great family. really thank God for all of you east CLs and ULs. your lives has indeed made an impact to the people.

special thanks to chengs jac and liangs.

firstly chengs. thank God for u for finding AH ORH. i know memories of the taxi uncle is still ringing in ur head but thats not the point. thank God for the effort u have put in to make this event a success yeah. =D

jac and liangs. err. basically. thank God for both of you too. overseeing everything and all. ya thats about it. =x. lol

oh ya. kinda disappointed today that alvin junwei dennis ryunkiat and jonathan last min didnt come. supposed to wear the chung cheng shirt together butthen kana pang seh-ed. well. i still strongly believe that i can make an impact on them. woohoo.

"i really matter friendship more than gold. the CLs are like close friends to me. where in the world can you find a friend that knows all your strengths and weaknesses and yet still choose to befriend you. it is in the church that u get to know people that will be there for you until the rest of your lives" something said by Sharlene Zhuang.

ok im hungry. should have gone marina bay. eeeks.

ITS WORKING ITS WORKING!

2005-02-10T13:02:00.000+08:00

omg. after like how many months my blog is working! just happened to see janie's blog and decided to check out mine. woohoo.

its the ang bao season again. butthen im staying at home typing this blog. hmms. kinda dumb. lol

speaking of which. went back chung cheng few days ago. everybody seemed to change. youming became slimmer. joel got more pimples. jane got braces. shi became fatter. peishan became skinnier. lol. anyways. really hope to meet up with you guys soon! -hugs-

once again. WOOHOO MY BLOG IS UP. yayness.

jasons.

2004-11-14T14:39:00.000+08:00

wokays. supposingsly fasting from my pda butthen decided to fast from my com oso. today had to download some patch for a virus so bo bian come online. lol. 18 more days to go.

O's are in a way over for me since i not really gonna take amaths and comb sci for my l1r4. so. RELAX TIME. gonna chiong for God. increase the number of ppl in my group and unit! gonna go wakeboarding during the hols too. wheee.

ok think thats about it. back in 18 days time. =D

speechless

2004-11-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

my mom doesnt allow me to go lasalle.

shattered.

next papers please.

2004-11-04T14:27:00.000+08:00

todays english paper was good. the compre was rather easy too. only worries is that my compo go out of point. something about student wearing school uniforms thingy. anyway glad its over. physics was easy too. butthen after losing my physics book for 2 years. who will think that the questions will be so easy. eee yer.

looking forward to emaths paper 1 and lit tml. wheee.

WHEEEE.

2004-11-03T14:41:00.000+08:00

wokays had social studies paper today. it was good. very good. very very good. let me explain why.

yesterday went to study with bryan and kelvin. actually i only wanted to study chapter 1 and 2 of book 4. butthen AT 7 O CLOCK...

'eh qis. study switzerland leh. 7 pages only. study la' - bryan
'i chionging book four 1 and 2 la. sure come out one' - me
'7 pages only la. wun die. in case la' - me
-reluctantly studies about switzerland-

TODAY. i flipped the ss booklet. saw the themes. NO SEC FOUR CHAPTERS. butthen. THERE WAS SWITZERLAND. i was like omg bryan i love you! must have been God who planned all this. the rest of the paper was quite ok. kinda brezzed thru it. think shld be able to do well. lalala.

once again. BRYAN I LOVE YOU!

mugging mugging mugging

2004-10-31T14:10:00.000+08:00

ok my group didnt hit 10 today. though can make it 3 consecutive weeks. oh well. today only hit 5. kinda upset that the chung cheng guys didnt make it down. esp bryan who got grounded by his parents. hope God does something.

alot of things happened today but glad God was with me. paid all the wfl thingy and managed to pay my tithe too. hope i get back the oney for those i paid for though. =x gwen's blend tasted bad. mine was good. at least i thought so. apis said it was not bad too. lol. studied till quite late. around 8 liddat. maths again. maths maths maths. eee yer.

waiting for xmas. wheee.

what a day.

2004-10-30T14:24:00.000+08:00

eeks. went fruit shopping with gwennies mommies. supposed to meet api too butthen he didnt manage to escape from school and got caught instead. oh well. his bald head was too eye catching. =x. anyways. fruit shopping is fun. gwen refused to believe that the fruits were mutated. esp the afghanistan bomb. lol. oh well.

cg suddenly had alot of problems. alot of people cannot come for service and summore had to pay for their wfl. summore i need to pay my tithe too. not enough cash. eeks. Jehovah Jireh i need you now! eeks.

(muahahaha. chrissy poo is out. vote daphne!)

2004-10-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

vote daphne!

2004-10-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

vote daphne!

cg day.

2004-10-28T14:55:00.000+08:00

went to see doctor in the morning for the blood test again. thank God everything is back to normal now. no more going back to that asylum room. yays.

went parkways after that. meet alvin teach him maths. thinking back. i dun think my maths very good. dunno why alvin ask me teach him. lol. anyways. met bryan and the other alvin too and went to sherns house meet shane. i made a shocking discovery there. that bryan doesnt eat fish with bones and he needs his mom to help him pluck it out. everybody say eee yer now. =___= oh ya. and alvin is a lousy monopoly player. eeks. lol

was at ed1 cg at tampanies. butthen by the time went down they already ended. oh well. had shepherding with jeremy. about evangelism. esp when hols is around the corner. hmms. me and dennis made a very cool encouragement card with our leg hair. say eee yer again now. lol. oh well. =D

who stole the cookie in the cookie jar.

cool stuff

2004-10-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

got this off my frenster. its kinda cool. enjoy. =)

I once heard about a great man of God who looked in the mirror every day when he put on his suit and said, "Suit, everywhere you go today, God goes in you." And you know, he's right. If you have united yourself to God by receiving Jesus as Lord, everywhere you go today...God goes too!

As believers, we need to start becoming more conscious of that. We need to train ourselves to be constantly aware of God inside of us, talking to us, teaching us, counseling us, empowering us, and enduing us with Himself.

We need to continually remind ourselves that weare one spirit with Him. That means that everytime we face a problem, every time we face an evil spirit that tries to influence and hinder our lives, God is facing it too. When we meet those things, God meets them. And He's already overcome them!

Let me encourage you when you get dressed today tolook in the mirror and say, "I am united to theLord and I have become one spirit with Him. Body, everywhere you go today...God goes. God is in you. The power of God is in you. The wisdom of God is in you. The victory of God is in you."

Say that to yourself every day-- many times a day.Keep doing it until you begin to develop the habit of thinking that way. Cultivate a constantawareness of the reality of God living in you!

1 Corinthians 6:17-20

graduation day

2004-10-24T14:59:00.000+08:00

wheee. graduation day finally. went thru speeches and performances all those and finally came to the point where we bid farewell to each other. time flies. took loads of pictures which can be viewed at the webbie. its really cool looking at the pictures and think about how much we have endured together as a class in this four years. wows.

had service too. sermon was good. about achieving our greatest life contribution. what is the greatest thing i acn achieve for God's kingdom in my short stay in this world. hmms. today was bryans birthday too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN. forced to wear a pink shirt wif a pink armband. -yucks- oh well. very glad that shane converted today. sure made bryan very happy. -wink wink- had DMM wif dennis too. had a deeper understanding about fasting and prayer. that all this practice that we neglect some of the time will actually cause God to be displeased with us. going into the 40 day daniel fast from today onwards. havent decide on what to fast from though. most probably from apinun. =x. lol

after that had bbq/steamboat at marina bay. again. 3rd time in like 4 months. getting kinda sick of it. anyway the pics are oso uploaded in the webbie. bingliang was forced to eat pork chops. i had to peel prawns for amelia. xiaojun was obssessed with eating clams. oh well. we had great fun. =)

last day of school.

2004-10-23T11:45:00.000+08:00

ok today offically last day of school. took loads of pictures. go visit the site yeah? its under the pictures category. anyways. very relaxed today. not much happening. oh ya. ran home halfway during sch den went back again. kinda dumb. lol. after that had DMM at parkway bk. dennis taught about grace. what is grace? grace is the swift and delicate movement of a dancer as said by dennis. lamified. lol. learnt quite alot. grace is given by God. God is grace personified. that means the grace in my class is Jesus? eeks. jk. lol.

last day of school. thinking back. 4 years seemed very fast. hmms.

(ps. visit the webbie. below are just some of the pics. "D)

2004-10-22T20:24:00.001+08:00

school building

2004-10-22T20:24:00.000+08:00

class of 4C

2004-10-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

last day of school.

poofed out.

2004-10-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

supposed to play pool wif pings today butthen cannot find ppl den didnt go. den went cyclying with alvin. we found a squid on our way. so kyoote rite. lol. anyways. alvin fell alot of times. arm bleed leg bleed here bleed there bleed. quite bad la but he seems quite happy about it. hurt my hand too. some small boy brake in front of me. eee yer. saw lings wif her frens at east coast. den got this siao girl throw her arm and knee guards around. lings saw it too. lol. den went studying at marine parade. chionged maths. -say wow- hope can get a for o levels. izit possible. hmmm.

When you are stressed
Prayed?
What He thinks?
"I'm your refuge" His grace.

2004-10-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

the squid

eeks

2004-10-21T10:57:00.000+08:00

wheee. today can be considered last day of school. not much people came though. oh well. yesterdae went to the violin shop. all the stuff there quite cool. summore joel's parents giving discount on the violins. -heh heh- well. think about it after O's again. anyways. had caregroup today. just like other days bah. hmmms. is there any ways to improve? eeks.

God in the caregroup.
Caregroup with God.
what can be better.
=D

2004-10-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

eeks.

o level sci prac day

2004-10-19T12:40:00.000+08:00

muahahaha. sci prac over. still got bio prac but waddehell. todays paper quite easy. esp physics. chem was a killer. i didnt test for gases but oh well. its over. can only pray for the best. eeks. supposed to go look at violins after school. all thanks to joel and i cant go. eeks you joel. anyways went to bedok eat lunch den went over some cc to play basketball. den my fren got knocked by some guy and they started fighting. first time see people fight. butthen i was sitting aside and watching. lol. after that went another frens house play den went home. nonsense rite. lol.

just finished 2 hours of studying just now. feels good. 14 more days to O's if im not wrong. 2 weeks. hmms. oh well. =)

guess who's back.

2004-10-16T00:21:00.000+08:00

wheee. i havent blogged for a week. fingers abit itchy. but thats not the point. hmmm. was away at tan tock seng hospital the CDC there. had dengue. never ever go there. can do nothing one. only got a bed and thank God got a tv around. actually my ward supposed to have no tv but God blessed me with one. i didnt watch much anyway. lol. i was there for 5 days and it felt like a asylum. had blood tests everyday. waste my blood. butthen. eee yer. first day my unit came. really thank God for you guys. dennis brought alot of tapes and cds. thank you for not providing the batteries so i practically cannot listen anything for first three days. thank God again that he brought purpose driven life. at least can read. oh ya. thanks for spongebob oso. =D. consequently relatives came and all those. really thank God for them for all the funny things that they forced me to eat. but oh well. thank God for my parents too. come everyday to accompany me. if not can only pull the cord to talk with the nurses. =x.

learnt alot through purpose driven life even though i haven finished it. found out more about what im doing on earth and God's plan.this 5 days can be considered a blessing because really spent quality time with God. didnt get to study butthen i believe God will have a way through.

cant wait till tml. =)

2004-10-15T09:46:00.000+08:00

spongebobs.

the passion

2004-10-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

i watched the passion today. wow is the word. its so different from just reading the Bible to seeing the actual thing. each scene leaves a deep impression. a scar. a print. wadever you will call it. Jesus did so much. He endured the humiliation. He endured the pain. He endured the punishment. all these. just for me. each whip. each slash. each hit. you can actually feel the pain. first time i cried during a movie.

Jesus indeed done so much. and each time we sin. its the same as crucifying Jesus all over again. why do i subject such unnecessary punishment to Jesus? will i ever be like Peter and deny Jesus? no Lord. no.

You are who you are for a reason,
You've been formed by the Master's rod.
You are who you are, beloved,
Because there is a God.

not going. =D

2004-10-04T14:19:00.000+08:00

wheee. today went to study wif bings and the rest. kidna boring but oh well. was at popular den deciding whether to chiong certain subjects so that can go jc. den thought abt it. izzit worth to go jc? cant decide so called api and dennis and asked other people oso. actually also given a choice to go overseas study butthen cant bear to leave certain things behind. finally decided go poly. most probably is business if not biotech. well. hope this is God's plan for me. eeks.

blessed.

2004-10-03T15:35:00.000+08:00

eeks. dang i love saturdays. lol. anyways. went to meet my sheeps and louis today. taught them stuff about having a deeper relationship with God. really glad to see them growing each day. wheee. todays service was good. everything from the praise to the sermon. each song that we sang really encouraged me. esp after being so down yesterdae. this can be counted as the bests ervice that i've ever attended. not because of the programme. but because i truly felt God's prescence with me. the feeling simply cannot be described. its like. wow.

after that went starhub. thats my cg u are seeing down there. we are growing in number day by day! lets hit 10 soon yeah! wheee. after that went to marina bay for my class bryans birthday. chiong steamboat again. reminds me about that day family day thingy. lol. kinda sick of it but quite ok la. ate until very full den not long ago managed to reach home. i dun think i can feel my legs. dang.

God. i desire to be with you all the time. i want to seek You whenever problems arise. i want to hold Your finger when i walk through the valley of shadows.

i would not give up Lord. for all i do. i do it for You.

2004-10-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

east d3

good. bad. and good again.

2004-10-02T13:44:00.000+08:00

todays the end of prelims. finally. well. quite ok la. finished the papers very fast den went to sleep since all mcq questions. after that went to chiong badminton from like 11 to 3. kinda seh. butthen had fun though.

bad part starts here. supposed to go cycling with alvin den for some reason cant contact him. actually supposed to watch movie with another fren butthen change plan. in the end. went to marine parade and study. prelims just end and i haf to study again. wad the. also received this email from music team saying i didnt make it. this adds further discouragement to wad my music teacher says that 'my standard is dropping'. should i give up? i feel like giving up. my mom is paying alot each month. should i give up? i dunno. i really dunno.

well. after studying at library went over to parkway. bought alot of things for my sheep and leaders. felt quite good about it. really blessed to be a blessing. felt God with me all the time when i was taking bus back home. summore tml my service confirmed got 8! first time in many weeks so high. really excited about it. wheee.

thank you Father. for being with me. =)

2004-10-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

should i. should i not.

shikes

2004-09-30T14:01:00.000+08:00

bio paper 2 today. can do la. butthen hoping to get at least a b3 for it. think its possible? izit possible? with God everything is possible! -consoles myself- anyways. tml gonna have amaths paper2. im wondering should i even go in the first place. hmms. tough choice to make. eeks.

today had cg. den my house rain very heavy den cannot go out. the other guys were waiting at sunny's place waiting for me to bring the keys. eeks. lol. cg was fun. talked about a chapter in psalms. about this two way communication with God. often we only talk to God but dun really pay close attention to wad He is trying to say. are we not sensitive enough? hmmms.

gonna coop. eeks.

lantern day

2004-09-29T13:15:00.000+08:00

wheee. todays paper was easy! physics most of it able to do. emaths was kinda like a rollover. very simple. must be God pulling me through all this. yay! tml bio paper. gonna chiong tonite at 4 i think. provided i can wake up. hmmm.

met up wif bryan and alvin today. quite cool. bryan still has his sissyness. alvin. well. sissys wif bryan. but thats not the point. lol. bryan was teaching alvin something about dealing with temptations and stuff. quite interesting at first. butthen after that. i taught them about prayer instead. can see them growing spiritually day by day. good sign man! KoG will and shall grow amen! wheeee.

went to play lantern. den this p2 kiddie wanted to start a fire so i lent him a lighter. after 10 mins he started one. den saw a policeman walked past den he sat on the fire. pants kinda. ermm. wun get there. anyways. burning lanterns are fun! eeks~

verse for thought
Psalms 2:8
Ask of me, and I will make the nations your inheritance, the ends of the earth your possession.

God. i only want to complete chung cheng. for now. =D

(p.s. lingalings. dun get stressed up by the exams. isa 40:31. =D)

yet another problem

2004-09-28T11:33:00.000+08:00

wheee. today had lit. considerably easy. hope can help pull up my combined humans marks. eeks. today end paper at around 930. went home slack abit den went out to east coast to cycle again. went over to bedok jetty where my fren was blowing bubbles. how spastic could one get at 16. eeks. anyways. i think im kinda addicted to cycling. butthen everyday cycle the same track getting kinda boring. den made a turn which went kinda wrong and the pedal scratched my leg. cut kinda deep i think but looks quite cool like some adidas symbol. but thats not the point. eeks.

another problem just arose from the chung chengians from my cg. the misunderstandings just go on an on and on. this one is the 3rd one le. eee yer. bryan jerome alvin. you guys are important to God yeah. dont get tempted by the things around you and cause you to sin against God. =)

Matthew 26:41
Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptaion. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.

bryan jerome alvin. i believe ya guys wanna do great things for God amen? leave these problems aside and focus on the big picture instead! lets hit 5 from chung cheng by end october ok! den we can go chiong ice cream together. =D

2004-09-27T20:23:00.000+08:00

east coast from bedok jetty.

...

2004-09-27T12:51:00.000+08:00

dang. today parents quarelled. actually in the morning quite fine then because of some phone call then make the whole family pissed off with one another. is this supposed to be God's testing. hmmm. butthen tis thing definitely gonna affect my paper tml. keep thinking about it. mom said some stuff too. wad if it happens. wad if.

went cycling with my fren too. went to like almost the end of east coast then came back den walk here and there carrying a bike. eee yer. quite dumb la. butthen just to destress myself from what has happened in the afternoon.

James 1:3
because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.

Lord. i haf the faith. may You work Your wonders.